meGyAgoNy

A life long student.i choose an extraordinary life.i choose road less traveled.

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Permalink MOVE ON. Whatever happens in my life,i must always remember to move on.Never stop.Stopping will make me die. “Biar kau tahu,orang seperti kita tak punya apa-apa,kecuali semangat dan mimpi-mimpi,dan kita akan bertempur habis-habisan demi mimpi-mimpi itu!Tanpa mimpi,orang seperti kita akan mati…” “Kita lakukan yg terbaik di sini.Kita akan berkelana,kita akan menjelajah dunia.Apapun pengorbanannya!Apapun yang akan terjadi!Kita tak akan pernah mendahului nasib kita!” -Arai,The Dreamer (Andrea Hirata) MOVE ON to MY DREAMS.
Permalink How I Live Today: It’s quite long since i left tumblr. A lot of things happened.I am much more happier than i was when i first started the tumblr. I’ve joined a group that i always wanted to do.My naqibah,Ummi and other sisters always say something that will encourage me.I was attended a lot of religious-seminar to muhasabah myself and to make me more close to God. Yes,I am more in peace and luv myself more. My lil princess..Nuha Aisyah is growing up..she is now 1y8m.She can walks,runs,understands but cannot talk yet.She is brilliant child and I still luv her as I saw her like a first time. I always wanted this life.So,i stopped being other.I became myself.The one that I always wanted to be.
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Permalink I Believe & Other Reflections: At some point in your life, suddenly you just cannot describe yourself anymore.Suddenly, you lose yourself.Not only others cannot understand you, but you yourself don’t know who you are anymore. It happened to me too. Is it abnormal or it is just a phase that everybody has to get it through? I think it is hard when people doesn’t understand you.It is hard when I have to convince people what I am doing or what I had to choose.It is hard when people doesn’t believe in you anymore and you need to convince them again.It is really hurt when others won’t listen to you anymore. Then,I stop crying.I stop thinking about others.Life is too short to cry all over your life.Why should I burden myself with what others said or think?What they are thinking of me or said about me…it is not my problem.What the most important things here are,I know who I am,I know what I am doing and I really and truly understand myself! All the challenges and hardship is to make you a better person or to born the new you.When you passed it, you will found the real world,the real surrounding that you were in before,true friends and you will know and understand yourself better. Understand yourself will make you know where you are going.
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